Tomorrow I plan to see if there's anyone else playing handheld consoles, planning to make friends, this was my plan last year then I didn't buy any handheld consoles, I remember doctor saying I will bad luck if carry it as 1 boy will steal from me I think, so I'm not carrying it with me tomorrow.
I don't think I will ever talk Live, my teeths are not nice, have hole, hahahaha. I just plan to stream playing RG477V, but most probably people will spam "illegal" etc. I wonder what to do in life to gain viewers so people spread about me needing a counsellor then I happen to get a good counsellor for free, hahahaha.
I really don't know what to do, I feel like doing something different tomorrow onwards because the shop started to look different, the elevator looks done but haven't open yet, then there will be renovation happening in my house about new toilets, door and gate, everything will be new then my life must feel new too, I really hoping I quit cigarette tomorrow onwards, it's definitely ending 1 day about the criteria of "everything new" maybe include the new elevator to open first, I really don't know, I just feel like quitting cigarettes.
It's more than 12 hours of not smoking daily, then I think I should continue this way, I think somehow 1 day I will quit smoking and start learning Iqra again, I really don't know when I can start reading the Quran it seems impossible that it will happen, but I remember like 39 years old is a confirmed age that I will know how to read Quran, I can't wait.
New life, new soul, new art at shop and elevator area, I want a new girlfriend too hahahahaha. I have nobody my life, it's just uneasy feelings that nobody actually will be around to comfort me or nobody actually pitied me at all. It's weird my life experience. I'm sad like crazy.
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