No one's helping

I guess I'm right nobody is helping, it's useless to email, thought they say can help, then it's not too, too bad for me I guess, boring my life with anhedonia will need to tell doctor 31st August, then I think that settles on what I need, I don't know when I will quit smoking but they don't update me anyway, they made me thought they're helping when actually they won't if smoke, it's weird, cigarettes are sold in shops but they set such rules.

Will continue to be thinking and feeling bad for another year then I guess, and nobody summon Alysha and I just live on like this. Stupid people let me suffer for free.