Suspicious character but freedom kind of life, I guess it means no police look at my blog, seeing that guy in freedom now.
Today I feel like wanting to study O level again, I became healed from coldness of ice dew, I hope this energy keeps remaining alive in me, I really want to do well for my O level.
Today my energy is really RG477V in bus or listening to music while on the way to I.M.H, I really just about to have a life now, it's June already I can't wait to reach 15 August and 29th June, the end of I.M.H cycle finally happening to me, then I wonder if doctor will take me up for talks, will I get money if join any talks of schizophrenic that doesn't need to go ward anymore? I'm really happy about it.
I haven't seen my schizophrenic neighbours for some time, I wonder about what voices they hear or what kind of things they see - for my schizophrenia I usually see Sakinah staring at me while thinking she's my soulmate, maybe Alysha created me to believe she's my soulmate then if I don't get her, she's really bad, I hope I recover from this "missing feelings", it's deep and really makes me sad like I can't get her, who shes going to be with, who is going to touch her body or skin, etc. I'm worried sick but I guess its love sick. I really can't do anything about missing her at all.
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