Still a better feeling anyway

The boredom doesn't really pain me today, it's now 3p.m and I survive the boring day so long before writing again.

There's a free counsellor at limitless.sg I think of trying then I read it's only for youth, my age is 38 I definitely can't go there.

I'm planning to save money as worry I will spend like the bicycle again, it's really harsh but it happened many times for many years already, I really don't know what I should do, why none of my family members support me by taking the bicycle and keeping it instead of letting it let be locked and not used by anyone.

I decided to give up awhile for free counsellor and just email club heal again, hoping I get a better response this time, I tell all my reasons of smoking.

I hope someone accompany me this year as I'm bored feeling like hell.