Thinking of 2TB micro sd

How many will I be buying? How many will I need to insert all games in? PSX and PS2 games definitely high GB, then PSP I check is 900+ GB, definitely I need at least 6TB? I feel like buying already, the price went up from $11+ into $12+, it sucks I didn't buy yesterday, but if I bought earlier it would only be 4TB and wouldn't be enough anyway, I'm quite excited about the start of life, but anhedonia still exist it's really worrying me but nurse just now say it(paliperidone) don't really affect me, but I know by myself by feeling nothing most of the time, this been almost 1 year, I feel dull for 1 year already? It's too bad that the spikes of meth reminded me of nicer feelings like nice hands rubbing each other or nice legs rubbing on bed, I wonder why I wasted such rare experience and didn't enjoy myself and control myself from feeling the nice feelings, it's really bad but it lasted for a long time anyway. I wonder what I should do, I wont be going in I.M.H again so this year will be my first year "not spiked meth" again, it's finally the end of pain, will I recover fully this time? I really hope so.

Waiting for 19th and 29th June are quite painful as the time for the days to happen, I really wonder what if my age recovery is really 38 then which month of 38 years old will it be then? I just have to wait and see is the hardest part, because doctor didn't tell me more, it's really bad but I have to endure or what? Why can't doctor just update me more about my future? Why can't I remember if doctor(other doctor) ever told me like my marriage date for example? I really excited that someone like me actually going to get married 1 day, it's finally the end of solo then I will be supported a different way in life. I really don't believe I will get married though as fact, it's just something hard to believe, I've not been well in my mind for more than 20 years, then suddenly I will get married? It feels so sudden instead of feeling all the years that I have wasted? I wont be reminded of the past except by Alysha's voices? Why is it like this?

Now it's night time, tomorrow will be 10th day left until birthday, I really hope my recovery is on the birthday itself. I really want to be cured is why I kept taking the medications properly this year, it's my first time taking them properly too.