The Ayat of "Ali Ibn Abi Thalib": "Jangan Kejar Apa Yang Kamu Cintai, Tapi Lepaskanlah Dia Yang Kamu Cintai, Karena Apa Bila Dia Jodohmu Maka Dia Akan Kembali"
It brings me confidence. My heartbeat was fast just now I kept thinking of Sakinah my Kindergarten Dancing Partner, I really want her long time ago, I feel I have ever told her in M.R.T to wait for me somehow I will find her? I hope she looks for me, it was 17 years ago I don't know why it's like nothing. She not married doesn't it mean she's mine???
My heartbeat of missing my moments to talk to her then I loss Memory, this sucks. What should I do? I have ever met her then I lost memory!!! So fed up. I actually think of her everyday every moment like (W) and (A), I don't know why I'm so old and not married yet too.
What Am I Going To Do It's Been Too Long And Everyone Ignoring This About Me?! I don't know how to find her, this is bad, I'm turning 38 years old next year June. Does people say "La Hawla Wala Quwatta Illa Billah" Because of This? Isn't it a Huge Problem I Have?
I can't find where she is, on Facebook she's no longer Active, Instagram seems frozen into her old Image, why is she like this kind of busyness? She works at O.C.B.C Bank, and I'm just a nobody still, how can I get her?
My Confidence During My Memory Loss Was Due To Reading This Kind Of Stuff Is Why I Let (W) and (A) Goes From My Life. I really need a Strength to Live On My Life, It's Difficult Without My Soulmate.
So Stressful.
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