It's never-ending writing from me? Is my life said by psychic as Normal? I have nothing to do, today I plan another 200 Arm Spin and then maybe it caused the longer sleep? Means I've discovered what can make me sleep longer already. It's really just 200 Arm Spin.
I'm still in a panic about cleaning training, like why I have to do such things if I'm becoming a soldier anyway? It's like just nice if think schizophrenic and schizo-panic, it is maybe I'm in a schizo-panic then? She said I need to have stamina for cleaning, don't know why the few seconds already back pain hopefully it's not the same because the imagination is 3 hours.
I imagine after probation, it's $4 per ride to and back i.m.h, then earning $18/day means I get $14/day each time, it's so little then in a worry if it will be stressful or not. 1 month is so long it's 8×3 hours = 24hrs = "Training considered as Free Because It's A Paid Thing"? It's weird. It's maybe secretly worth it as I don't know what the training tiredness is like? Maybe there's no backpain level of jobs? 24hours is $144, means the next month after probation I will earn $144/mth with deducting $4/day = $32/mth = Earn $112/mth. Then to endure the 1 month of imagining so much money?
What if it's boring? What if there's no soldier job? I end up Working Lobby Crew like sending of Meal to Tables? How a 37years old recovery like that I don't have a stable job? Means if my next 6months working job is a soldier, I will work as Lobby Crew or not? The training isn't in the way of my life? Because Doctor is correct I remember, then still worry about Soldier Job if have or not. People, psychic or Wali Allah have nothing to say about this? My mind keeps thinking for the end "then start life" been so many years, the hunger for life been so long ago.
Then what about Fishing with My Doctor? When will this be? Memory Talks Too? What about Caring Baby Birds Too? It's about Life? How can I work and do these at the same time? No one secretly have any idea how it will be like as fact then I'm made to imagine "working as cleaning people" after "free work but looks as free training" for 1 month, but it's a fixation of earning point($6/hr). Why are they not thinking if it's heartless or not?
At home I'm in a spiked feeling then unwell then always in a panic or rush, I am just surviving, then I remember what makes me happier is I'm wearing the watch to earn $40 in 1 week of health-calculation for I.M.H Research, I was feeling sad like crazy but not a cry-type then remember about Money being earned.
I drink a lot of Cold Water because the heat still exist I think it's the spike causing this microscopic heat appearances. Should I buy ice cream I wonder like this.
I truly like psychic or Wali Allah level of Information it's always a future about me that they somehow know the outcome feeling okay whilst I wonder if true or not, the perfect number known that I would be using causing me to feel "they are right" somehow like "recitation are right too" but "1 day...", how come it's like that isn't power supposed to be like Magic, I can't know the days to feel happy except 38 years old? Will Police help in difficulty of a schizophrenia if feel like hard or harsh if treated this way? Will Police help like there's no Insurance for my kind of life strength?
I remember I have "Great Eastern Bank" Insurance but I don't know what it's for, I receive the email. It makes me imagine a lot of Money and it's tiring, I hate thinking about money if I don't have a lot. It's like "knowing future someone giving me money for black magic self-penalizing". I will have a lot of money? Cant doctor just tell me what i should work as straight away instead of the version of "hit the spot"(to be going cleaning training first anyway) schedules of Jobclub?
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