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I think of buying St. John's Wort so my Anhedonia lessens.

I feel bad how the needs to keep writing something to feel better keeps popping up.

I will be looking at Fishing Rod a lot soon, at Shopee.

My idea of "we walk for ghost" group is to explore Forest Places at night like Admiralty Park, it will definitely be awesome. There's like no other Ghost Explorer Group in Singapore, except boring ones, I think if to make mine exciting are by making the lighting to be not so strong?

I think the spike are bad feelings continuously unless write something, I wonder why it's this long too, it's more than 1 month outside ward already, maybe it takes 3 months?

At First About Buying Bicycle, The Boredom at Home is Real And I Have Nothing To Do, So I Bought Bicycle To Cycle Around Then I end up using for about 1 hour everytime only. I Wish Doctor Call Me To Suggest Me What To Do And Plan my life for me, I think it ever happened before or it was a dream? It's like in my memory, even to Batam Ferry like Doctor was there before in the dream or memory. The Difficulty to Separate If It's A Dream or Reality Is Hard As It Like Happened Before. I really think it's reality, doctor ever went to Batam Along Before.

In Batam it's comfortable like in a Hotel at Batam Home, the Coldness is Comfortable from the Aircon, it's So Small Like a Hotel Room As Fact But Nice Comfort. My mother asked me if I dare to live there alone, I wonder why, I have interest if it's a win-win Situation like Save Money Because I Eat There, As There Have Aircon, then To Have Computer at There will be Nice Too. It's definitely a lot of saving money maybe, g.s.t package can last long there? I Definitely Don't Mind As Have Nobody To Chat With Too.

Maybe at there I will bond more with family as only ones to chat with. What if I learn Silat too it will be nice I think? Can I learn psychology at there? Must have something to do daily imagine life as boring as can't sleep in the Afternoon.

Like From Answers of Doctor Also Unknown if Dream or Reality, I Will Be Playing "World of Warcraft" Alot 1 Day, Means My Health and Anhedonia Will Recover and I Will Have A Good and Strong Computer For Gaming. I Can't Wait For This Day, I Truly Want To Recover From Schizophrenia I Feel So Restless Now.

I want to try to sleep now until night time, good luck to myself. Life is boring I have nothing to do.