Everyday is a morning until night waiting at Sofa, I truly have no life, I don't know what to do, I feel like playing my brother's computer but need to ask his permission, I feel like playing Counter-Strike.
I don't have anything to do, I don't know how my mother survive daily like this, wash clothes, cooking at some time, then solat, her daily life just like that while my father works Saturday-Thursday, then I have no life just sitting at Sofa lying down wishing for the day to pass-by me, but if I didn't buy bicycle I would have suffered from other kind of boredom.
Why do I have no life as something normal? If talk of work, only talk of Jobclub on 22nd October as it's doctor's decision at least, I can't work elsewhere with Only N Levels but most jobs don't ask for certificates anyway, I wonder what I should do I have no life. I will try arm spinning exercise again see if I can fall asleep, it relaxes my body when I rest. I still feel like carrying pail and exercise inside the toilet.
Why I can't fall asleep, I tried it's still the same, still sitting on Sofa and I would walk around in house to and fro everytime, I have nothing to do my life is boring. Maybe if stop thinking about School, I get a Jobclub job somehow next year and whole year then it's the end of painful waiting? Why nobody cares maybe it's only 3months since I took medications?
I really have no idea what to do all day. ðŸ˜
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