I'm thinking of buying a dumbbell anyway, the only training in life just in room to finish the time I have in life, then squats to stabilize for legs. I even think of making a pail carry at wall so it's both legs and arms like worth it too, then maybe not needing to buy a dumbbell.
Exercise gives me a peace of mind, my arm spinning exercise relaxes me a lot, needing to do 20 each part frontwards and backwards. I think of exercising everyday in i.m.h it's because of the relaxation felt. I didn't know what caused me to stop exercise maybe it's cig. then I continue again now, I did a lot of rest and obtain peace of mind from exercising it feels good.
The relaxation is amazing after the exercise, it makes like want to sleep in the afternoon, I became sleepy, I needed this sleepy feeling to feel normal about my life - people should be able to sleep in the afternoon too.
If the medicine of spike is this same medicine it means doctor have no medicine for this feelings of being spiked. I just have to wait for 4months maybe the drug maybe will finish?
I think of carrying dumbbell as a way to pass time but I know it will become painful and laziness may happen, so pail carrying like more fun I think, it's both legs and arms is why. I know my brother have a dumbbell somewhere but don't know where is it now. I remember my time in D.B I was pail carrying and my body really grows too into a nicer shape, I think of exercising now wonder when I will start.
I'm just trying to get a peaceful life and meaningful life, if nothing to do maybe I should really exercise, until fall asleep then at night? What about the hunger exercise creates I wonder how to settle it, will I become a body like Bruce Lee Even, slim but muscular, I will plan to try my best, but if I'm taking O Level would I exercise even?
If I shake my legs like I can't learn unless I don't move my legs, are there any medicines about it? I want to be stronger in life, learning is a way.
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