It's not too late yet I think, to become Someone Very Good In Computers or Psychology is definitely my Goal in Life. Then I take A Levels? The point is my parents are old and I want to be successful while/when they are still alive. I hope to do well in my life.
Will I be okay? Psychic knowledge is like I will be taking A Levels at 39 Years Old, doesn't this mean I will be fine for my O Levels, then 40 years old for Degree? Wow schizophrenia really delays my education and I became disabled from learning, I really want to do well in life what should I do?
Do I have enough time that my parents will still be alive? Then how did I earn $50K during 38-41 years old? Is it from saving money of school? Is it I work part-time during school? What would I be doing?
I feel no life at 37 years old It's really hard to get money unless I school, then save up from there to enjoy my life, will I be okay? At least O Level won't be getting a % of retarded-image? I definitely must take O Level? It's because of schizophrenia, I'm worried people think it's mental retardation.
I still have October November December to think of this, 38 years old will I be enough time at all? Isn't there an easier path towards a degree like certifications first then diploma and degree? I really want to be successful in my education, people hard to believe schizophrenia caused this delay as fact and not because I'm a ruined person? I believe my life is already like ruined because of this schizophrenia I loss memory of 17 years.
Why do I think of this instead of getting information from my parents? Isn't it harsh to think of work then life stuck after N Level due to schizophrenia in N.S, I became to have no gains in life ever since, it's life stuck. I just want to recover and able to study still. I maybe will ask doctor in November if I will do O Level? Or just keep quiet? I really want to become a Psychic Psychologist and get my Soulmate, I want my heart and mind healthy, Schizophrenia is Too Much.
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