It's like hearing voices

Syncing tune with other vocab then like listening to dual statement at once, why is my life like this?

It's like a repeat too.

I decided the bottle I threw like a donation to people who collects them, I really don't know what to do, I was reminded of vocab "Suntricity" and just do it, it's about getting the least pain during a hot moment.

I don't know what I should write, I like writing the truth but sometimes I guess we don't write what we like, about my stress, about handling my body pain, relieve have to be something like this too?

I wonder if writing the name Sakinah is really okay, because my Facebook Profile expresses such love, then I think I should be fine, nobody knows my Blog if don't look at Facebook anyway.

I wonder why it's this long to get my soulmate, the reason like too nice "baby will be sick everytime if have baby" then won't a parent be wanting health too? I definitely will try to eat a lot of vegetables and fruits 1 day hoping it speeds up the process of meeting my soulmate by a Psychic.

I'm glad someone remembers me it's like a dream come true, the happiness is real it's been about me - the expression and actions, the reason for an image, I think it's really nice to be remembered.

This have been so long isn't she not married? Isn't my heart calm sometimes? Isn't it that "if soulmate is close heart becomes calm"? I wish I get to become a better man too.

I don't know what to do, attention is needed but common sense of telling to Solat isn't it an anger-maker or pain-maker? It's like a real heat temperature rises by this common sense of my brain and wish. I really can't do anything I can't Solat.

The memory of Sakinah makes me happy thinking of her face so beautiful always in my heart since kids days. I hope this neverending happiness happens in my life and get to marry her, it's been true my feelings.

I don't know how I can live without her, the answers don't really match my wish and needs but it just happens in the heart, I would be craving to have her then when think of "bastard" like there's a secret way to not love her anymore, that I wish doesn't happen. I really miss Sakinah with All My Heart.