My Eyes is Weird

I Keep Thinking of Others Look-Alike of Someone Whenever I Look At A Girl, It's Weird Like Projected Images Is True, Then They Short of Images of Girls and Edit 1 Girl Something Like That, The Look-Alike Happens Many Times, I Wonder Why My Eyes are Like This.

Is it Truly Schizophrenic-Eyes? Keep Seeing Someone Looking and Thinking It's Someone Else? Why Do I Experience Such In My Memory? Why Do They Look Alike? Features of Faces?

This makes me feel I haven't recovered from Schizophrenia yet, This Part About Eyes.

I Read Signs of Recovery Just Now, I Wonder When Will My Family Notice Any Recovery Signs Yet And Tell Me, Would They Tell Me Anything At All?

What is in their mind if it's a repeat-doing Of Stuff In My Life Too? Why do they repeat too? It made me felt like "Suntricity" Really Exist Sometimes, It's Like By Temperature It Happens.

Just Wishful My 15+Years Not Wasted As I'm Really Turning 38 Years Old Next Year, And That Moment of Happiness Being Close(or not), "June July August September October" only 3 months passed My Birthday. I'm Hopeful I Become Something Else This Time, Not a Medicine-Skipper Kind of Decision. They Really Regard It Like Nothing and Seems Normal About My Passing of 15+Years, It's Weird, Did I Lost Memory Of What Have Been Spoken? Maybe They Got Tired of Repeating Same Thing?

November I Will See Doctor Again Then I Will Think Of The "Start of Life" Again Because G.S.T Package On December, My Life Truly The Same Feelings About My Past and My Soulmate. Will I Recover This Time, The Previous Was Like The Same Writing It Happened Before, Is It Different This Time? I Don't have Records Of Myself.