Remembering Abit of Happiness

Wow, it's truly like this coming December is the Recruitment of Soldiers, I really will join, it's like in my memory, I hope it's not Dec 2026, I feel like I know it's December due to Psychic Said It In My Dream-or-Reality.

I Hope Anhedonia doesn't End My Future Stable Job, I really hope I do well as a Soldier 1 Day. I wonder when they will start talking about it on news, is it November? Wow it's finally the end of stress, to have a fixed job as a soldier is something of my desire. Then its maybe year 2027 I will take my O-Level? I wonder when, I know I will take it due to feeling too far behind many people in life, about life gains.

The Soldier job if I remember by psychic, I will be sent to U.S.A to learn Technological Stuff and gain certificates, I'm definitely happy. It's like my memory of my phone number, psychic knew first I would be using this randomly picked phone number, and it's a new Company too - Simba, considered new. I feel happy of my future like that.

I feel like cycling around but I have no energy about doing such fun, it's like a boring feeling. I wonder what kind of jobs I will do as a Soldier, I'm really anything as long as a Soldier Status, some people joined by applying it looks tempting but will think of Drills, but then if they knock doors to recruit maybe it's something Lighter? I'm very excited and have November to wait and until end of October, I hope this waiting ends sooner, I hope it's not 2026 December, it really feels like December 2025.

Wow, I wonder how long more I have to wait. I just hope the psychic is true again this time, then this year I've got everything settled, does it mean I won't dye my hair? I have a hairdye not used yet because my hair is not quite long yet. This is because I'm becoming a soldier?

My mother cooks fried noodle just now it's nice with cheese fishcake. I was thinking there's a way to know faster about my future but only if doctor tells me things again, I hope he does show off psychic power.

Thinking it's only $50 This October 28 about I.M.H Research then have $200 More To Go As Have Other Research, I'm quite wanting the end of this stress of money, I wish December comes faster somehow, the feeling like November to feel painless kind of wish and hope it's fast. The Jobclub is like a secret stress, it's $4 to and back home then the earning of $6/hr i forgot when it will start, because next week is only cleaning assessment? Hope I don't run out of money too quickly, or my brother gives me money again on November.