Like people let me imagine my future to become a soldier, is it like a retard or like a kid?
The only active stories: Exercise Wallaby after Volunteer Corps, I wonder what will happen will December really have Soldier Recruitment or I'm made to Imagine Only?
The vocab from understanding "Imagination was Created" like to make people desire to become a Soldier instead. If I remember the Story(that I don't know if it's a dream or reality), I will become a Soldier for 3 Years, then if not I'm starting work as Cleaning Level Person At I.M.H As Training? Is N-Level Meant To Be Cant Get A Good Job?
Doesn't this make a feeling like A Punishment Instead of Stamina-Creation? Just have to believe my Doctors' On This My Only Hope For A Nicer Life Path Are Doctors Being Nice To Me. I Hope All Schizophrenia Is Having A Problem to Share With Me 1 Day, Who is Alike Of Mine, How Can We Handle The Stress in Public? Why Amos Yee is Different Is Because He's A Criminal, We Are Definitely Better If The Same Public Stress.
I Hope I Can Recover In A Faster Way, The Keto-Diet Imagined Then It Will Decrease My Weight Too? Isn't it Nice? What Could Be Other Ways: My Family Cook Kangkung Vegetable and Buy A lot of Fruit Juices? Definitely a Way To Recover Is Like This.
What Can I Do To Become Less-Stress Other Than Exercise? Chocolate? People Pretend Don't Understand That The Pain Exist or Require Lie Detector Then To Believe, Why I Must Believe Someone is Wali Allah then if Psychic Ever Communicated With A Wali Allah(that became Wali At That Moment)? Isn't The Answers Been From Psychic?
I Am Thinking of Life To Become Lighter, I Remember When I Was In A lot Of Heat Kind Of Pain - Was Told To Recite "Alam Nasrah or Qul A'U Zubirabbil Falaq" Instead, I Feel It's Bad Or Evil, The Pain is Physical They Only Have Psychic As Advantage Telling It's Mental Problem and Don't Believe I Can't Solat, Lie Detector Definitely Can Save Me And I Can Grow To Hate People That Just "Want Us To Be Doing The Same As Them", It's Like Tattoo, Life of Others Became Different After Having a Tattoo, Perangai tak Sama Sudah.
Why they feel they truly baik and we can feel they truly baik only when they make us believe they are Wali Allah(but Could Be Answers of Psychic Like I Wrote), But A Wali Allah Still Can Loss The Power of Wali Too, It Doesn't Really Matter It Means "Wali Allah Can Become A Bad Person and Loses Kewaliannya". So I Don't Really Care if to Believe "Everything From Allah", if I Don't Buy a Grape Juice I Still Won't Taste a Grape Juice.
I Still Zikir In My Heart and Dua In My Heart, Why Bother Making Up Stories Of "A way Of Peace" When It Makes Physical Pain Instead, Like "Mind Your Own Business" Becomes Common Sense Answer That They Wish It Be Written, When Actually Psychics Are The Only Healing Us With Medication.
Means their Thinking Have Been Limited Into: Mental = Medicine for Calmness = Untung Anyway.
It's Truly The Heat Causing It But There's No Lie Detector Except Psychic Doctors That Knows. How Stupid If To Make Own self In Pain and Receiving Painful-Statement Like "An Advise" That Our Common Sense Is To Become "Manusia yang Baik-Baik" Anyway.
The Harassment Seems Permitted and The Pain-Created Are Not Penalized Too. It's Definitely Stupid If My Mother Let Others Take Care Of Me and Not Her, Psychic Doctors Are Not Included About "Others"(They Really Know How To Remove Pain[It's Physical Using Mental Medicines] From My Life).
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