Last Question of The Agent is "Let me Know if Your Side Ok" Then I Did Not Reply Because I Think They Should Know Suddenly No Transport It's Difficult Already, Boring Life I Really Like The Company Then It's Like That. Just Have To Wait For Soldier Job, Maybe Doctor Been Correct My Next Longest Job is Soldier Job, Because It Would Definitely Be Shopee Because I Love The Company.
Why is My Life Like This? It's a Nice Company Then Suddenly No Transport? I'm Already In Difficulty About Transport. It's Deep In Jalan Buroh Definitely I Will Feel It's Too Far Unless Have Transport.
Too Bad I Can't Work Then, Sad How Doctors/Psychic Correct Again That My Next Longest Job Would Be Soldier Job I Think, Means I Can't Find Friends Yet. Means December I Will Wait For Soldier Job To Appear On News.
I don't know why life have to be this way, I thought I would be working in a famous company, then there's no transport, why I have this kind of feelings happen to me? It's definitely became boring and dull, I will go back to waiting Jobclub for their call I guess.
If my life really boring and doctors/psychic knew why they let this be like making me having no money? What should I do? Just work at McDonald 888? Something like that? I really want a Nice Job, 888, Causeway Point and Civic McDonald Really Looks Tempting To Try, what should I do I don't have Bank Statement for Jobclub to Do Next Plan For Me.
I think to just know own self I became useless ever since I stopped hacking by Doctor's wish, then should work reflecting qualifications then just work McDonald 1 Day. Maybe Hackers Job all been just a dream of meeting (S) in M.R.T Something like that, maybe (S) still don't know I love her at All.
I think I should just give up and forget about (S)? It's more than 10 years anyway, she didn't find me, can't be interested in me. Doctor probably think it's crazy to help me get someone I'm interested in, being mentally unstable then want a love story, I don't think Doctor serious about helping me at All.
I think should just give-up about Doctor and just believe doctor just making me eat medications that's all by saying all those.
I was believing story that psychic claim I can get admin job at Shopee as a hacker to detect their thief, then I wonder why I can't because no transport(it got cancelled) so means it became difficult for me as I have to think alot more. I really didn't get a nice company to work at anymore just because of 1 reason, so sad I have to wait for Soldier Job as a Hacker at Technological Sector 1 day.
I wonder why psychic made me stop hacking, he wouldn't care because it's really mostly other countries anyway, it's just p*rn noises suddenly blasting from their speakers, then he made me believe him then I stopped hacking and losing my happy moment like seeing a Bundle of Free Computers to hack. The happiness is like getting 400GB Data from Simba for $10/mth only.
People can't know that I hack except Psychic, he should've let me be, trouble maybe because of a worrying heart I go to hell if hack. It still could've been something else kind of hacking - like only spying, I wonder why doctors/psychic do this it's more than 15 years of No Hacking Life, I should be trusted to have computer or else it's like a Ban from Computers for so long. I wonder why Doctors let me be thinking so long about my wish.
So this means I don't get Job at Shopee Like My Wish then Wait Again for Jobclub to Call Me Until Soldier Job Appear on News As Story of Psychic is Like That - S.A.F Will Suddenly Recruit Soldiers for Technological Sector and I Get A Hacker Job(My Job is Hacking While My Team Penetrate Into House Of Suspected Terrorist Influence). So I Will Get Evidence and Spy Terrorism-% That They Will Become And Try To Remove their Interest From Terrorism, Something Like This. Computer Connection Really A Way Of Life.
I lost my Contact to DDoS Botnet Makers/Collectors That I Should've Actually Have A lot To Hack In Life. My Life of Happiness I Left It For Believing Doctor of "Getting in Trouble if Don't Stop", Then For A Job In Computers Too. I Wonder Why Doctor Let Me Be For So Long, I Really Want To Feel Like An Expert and High Status Achievement. It's Been More Than 20 Years I Been Having Nothing In Life, My Difficulty from Catatonia And Anhedonia Created The Sadness To My Life.
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