Hungry Spendings

I Plan to Eat Chilli Tuna With Bread Today, Then The Bread Expire In 2 Days I Still Bought It Because Hungry, I Bought Mentos Too and It's Spoiled 1 End, Losing 2 Pieces. Spent $10 Voucher and 10 Cents.

It's 7 More Days To December, Getting the G.S.T/Assurance Package of $600, Imagination Of Life Blooming Again, I Wonder What (S) Eats During My Difficult Moment But I Remember She Eats The Same As Me As Her Plan of Life In M.R.T, I Wonder If Really True Of Everything, Especially On Moments I've Been Spiked and Not Hungry, I Really Hope She Takes Care of Herself. I Remember My Hilton Pillow if Hug It It In Correct Pressure "Would Feel Like Hugging Her" And I'm Happy About It, Knowing How She Feels Like In My Imagination During Pillow-Hugging. Funny.

It's Day 102 Outside Ward On Medication Today And I'm Still Successfully Eating Medications, Total Days On Medication is 149! I'm really close to be 365 Days On Medicines and Happy About It, I Only Have "216 Days Left" And I'm More Than 1/3 Phase Of 1 Year Medication, Truly Happy.

I Feel Like The Plan of 100 Days To Take Pictures Outside Ward Been Forgotten And I Just Plan To Live Life Normally, At First I Thought of Buying Sketchbook and Printing My Photo Then Create Like Memorial of Recovery, Then I Guess It's Not Really Important Anymore, Maybe 120 or 150 Days is More Important, Didn't Have Anything To Self-Celebrate Too.

I Miss My Life A lot, Hacking Been 20+ Years Of Missing It, I Wonder When I Will Hack Again After O.C.B.C To Get The Girl I Love Her Current Job in O.C.B.C, The Test of Hacking Was On The Spot And I'm Happy I'm Successful About It, I Really Lost My Memory About It Too, It Feels Like A Dream and Not At The Same Time.

I Remember If I'm Nice To Doctor Can Hack 1000 Computers, Means The First 200 Computers Are Special Criminals That's Tempting To Do Something To Them? I Used To Hack Computer and Insert P*RN and Increase Volume of Hacked Computer's Speaker And Play The Video, Like a Life Sabotage, After Thinking Like If Babies or Kids Will See It, I Decided To Stop Anyway, Because Doctor Claimed I Won't Get Myself in Trouble if "Stop Now". I really Hope For A Nice Job As Hacker 1 Day. I Remember I Will Wear The Smart Admin Wear As Soldier Job of Hacker, To Hack Mental Patients That's Dangerous To Public, Suspected As Terrorists Maybe, To Gain Evidence Earlier To Stop Them From Terrorism. I Plan To Decrease Terrorism By Showing The Enjoyment of Hacking and Spying, Then Telling Terrorist Life As Deadly and Can Become Meaningless Death To Stop Them From Joining Terrorist. There's So Many Thing To Enjoy In Life.

I Remember About Hacker's Story, LockBit Haven't Been Caught Yet But Famous Hacker Still Active Earning Millions Maybe, I Wonder Like If Malome Lam Turns Over A New Leaf And Decide To Counter LockBit's Earnings By Stealing for Justice To Disallow Strength For LockBit From The Money Earned, Maybe Malome Lam Really Will Be Released Earlier If He Offers Himself To Fight LockBit.