Saturday, November 1, 2025

Don't know why energetic

Medicine creates calmness it means that? Means today I don't eat medications I can't do anything as doors locked.

I think it's right, Medication Creates Calmness. I remove the post because Schizophrenia is real, even 1 Day not On Medication Feels A Kind Of Different Energy.

This have happened before, and was warded maybe to believe I will be warded again as fact. Life is neverending anticipations of stress, why it's this long, why I hear back like voice-senders exist? It's just so many years long 17 years, wonder about my luck in the world, it's not schizophrenic writings that is imagination of a lot of talkers? There's no news about me at All? It's weird, what if voice-sender exist as recording clips as news for people to listen? Just my luck this life is not peaceful, becoming a soldier is the only key I have, if not monitoring of cleaner will be bad too, but if cleaner will become Wali Allah why not to imagine again. There's like a secret popularity due to memory loss, copying statements spoken or then scripted to say during memory-loss? I imagine this.

I wonder why my life's luck like this.

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