Life Matters

I Did Like An Announcement at Plato Whoever Mistaken Their Neighbour As Watching Bad Video It Was Me The Hacker. It Felt Like I Did It Before Last Year. I On The Volume to Maximum During My Hack.

I Also Wrote On Plato I Ever Hack Neopets and Gunbound, and Hotmail Too.

I hope they somehow ever went through Lie Detector as they're not the doers so their neighbours don't think it's them anymore. But 1 Person I Hack Registered to Bad Websites those Nudity Videos Kind, and Is Customer Of It, Making It Okay That I've Hacked and Nothing Happened To Me But I Still Haven't Used Computers for More Than 15 Years Except My Brother's.

I really hope I get a job by December until January so It's easy way of answering doctor how I'm not working yet but I think even if doctors knows I can't work they will ask me why I haven't work yet? Why is it like that? I know 1 of my job is doing a Palette kind of Job with Hacker as Another Job 1 day, I wonder how long it's going to be, am I focusing on Jobclub alone? I really been searching for jobs thinking how to answer doctor that I haven't work yet, jobclub haven't contacted me yet too.

I remember doctor told me I would be friends with the people I've hacked and work as government worker to get the 10,000 People that their credit card supported a Nudity Video Website, as a Soldier to Capture them like a Police. I think my future is settled this way but why they still question about my job instead of waiting too? Why my mother is old age but making me angry with common sense?

I really don't know what to do, it's common sense if want to work, if can't work they won't believe is bad how doctors never told them about it. How I just have to go through a 1 mth probation of working as cleaning then $6/HR for 3 hours 2 days weekly? I really want a better job soon so can skip jobclub and just earn more hours too. I really can't do anything they treating me this way is hard for me to think well, I became more unhealthy when my mother talks common sense of life. They were not understood matter of Catatonia by Doctor at all. They just let me be in difficulty and adding stress. She's old yet wasting her life making me angry(in heart), the heat she creates to my heart is like her nature of not understanding Catatonia. I guess nobody is really helping me anything for real and I just go through such bad talk from my mother.

She always appear a conversation that heat up my heart like doctor told her I would feel hot, to make it, then it's hard to have nobody to trust as doctor would prioritize parents I think, as doctors never told them of my catatonia.

Nobody is helping my life just making me angry as 1 of common sense to remember about my mother. Common sense would be that I didn't tell im angry but who would tell people they are angry anyway? It's stupid to add pain into my life, my mother being 70 years old then I hope she's not stupid too, like have to pray she won't become stupid.