To Imagine The End Due To Schizophrenia "Like Removing Listings of Things in Life", It's Actually Been Too Late, Life Did Not Happen Like I Wish For In The First Place For So Long.
Disallowed To Work Due To Pain In Body, About "Everything From Allah", Then Now Jobclub as the Only Energy Left.
Nobody wanted to become a useless person anyway, I don't know why I can't be stronger easily.
Memories or like Voice-Sender or Scripter Exist in Life, Makes What I Want To Forget Being Remembered Again, I Wanted to Move On In Life Into Normal Life, But Life is Just Like This.
Life Became A Challenge That's Like Knowing The Opponent Then 17 Years Passed After A Challenge-Imagination. Life Like Stupid?
Today I Got Quite Lucky Dream I Woke Up From A Phonecall(The Dream) To Take My Medications. Don't know why such cool things happened.
Nobody Knows Why Life Continued Like This, Losing Memory is Not Good Too.
Today is The Appointment to I.M.H, at 3P.M, I'm really quite smooth About This.
Everyone made to be luckier while I'm made difficult life. Schizophrenia is noticed as a sickness that nobody can really grant wish if want something as a relieve from the pain, we just have to go through this, I don't even know where to find psychology books but maybe bump upon useless kinds then read 1 or 2 pages of them, in confidence "it's something that can counter my mental sickness".
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