Monday, November 3, 2025

The end will happen

If a man waited more than 17 years, isn't it won't become someone loyal after telling soulmate that soulmate is soulmate, the only reason left is "baby will be sick everytime" to feel happy about? The confidence is so long, like waiting for me to be old. Isn't it like a fight to create old first "so will be loyal and only one to have" if knew?

The future of my life is about what? How can a man soulmate knows but a girl soulmate don't know? Isn't it soulmate knows the same thing?

How the end is like, I definitely don't want my family to pick for me a girl? All they wanted is recovery then "even if have someone in mind", wouldn't I want to cause them heartbreak back due to waiting for so long and reject? Then become a single man by own choice? Won't I become a beer person, wine person? It's the only solution about solo life?

Why does it have to be this long? Why it have to be like hearing voices? There's no shortcut like knowing Soulmate is Soulmate = The End of Waits, for Soulmate to be Attached isn't it funny or wasted if late then?

Soulmate don't know Soulmate isn't it bad for me? Why do they say girls always knows then? Why is it like this?

Why do I have to wait? Why medicine practices can't be by quantity of food I ate and recover quicker from spiking inside food, imagine Sushi big bite, into multiple food like dusts, won't I be recovering then in the past?

Then recovering is by the timing of eating - not amount ate, it's difficult, if like pills created on ice cream top like chocolate rice won't we still eat it? Why they don't do such thing for me in the past?

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