Yesterday I imagined A Warded Because of Spike and this Created on Purpose.
It's Maybe Until Tomorrow? I don't know. My Perfection of Taking Medication as Motive failed due to Accident(Room Door Locked). I just have to believe that it will still feel the same and doctor knew this, I hope memory split doesn't happen or occurrence of feelings/heart-change in me like deleting posts.
There's no update about Soldiers in November, then it's Maybe December.
The Panic Is Quite Little Because Doctor Like Ever Said This Before. I hate how I don't remember well or perfectly, it's like Sakinah in M.R.T, my life been just dreams that I ever believed? 17 Years is Too Long Already, But The Memory of Animal Pose Exist In My Mind, Why Can't She Respond If Knew This?
Why the Thinking of "if it's a dream" is let be? Why I'm made not to remember and 17 years long happen actually people have moved on with their life could be the secret fact? I'm in mental repeats and like a retarded person that cant work? Why is my life difficult?
Who are the people that's helping me remember? Will I remember myself or they will remind me? Then isn't distance from soulmate been too long? Why is it too long?
Maybe it's truly not about Jobs? People just having own plans in life then I'm just appearing around asking for help(that it can't be spoken too)? Why the pressure is real?
It's about understanding pressure in life? Why is life like this that people don't go fishing all that? I have nobody that will help me just medications to believe upon.
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