Viewers Decreased

I Don't Know Why, If (R) and (S) are readers, then Maybe Not My Neighbours are Readers, I Don't Know Who Reads or Stalks Me.

Sadly became only 2 Readers, is it like an experiment to discover who reads, (R) and (S) can't be sharing the same Paper if only 1 Prints, they don't know each other I think unless (S) spies or I really don't mind telling at All.

I Remember (S) mentioned in m.r.t to be reader of my blog and she knew I love her. Unless someone sacrifices from reading and to know the counts to estimate the current readers?

Today I ate Instant Noodle Mi Goreng with Fried Egg, it tastes really nice if Egg was Fried and Placed On Top Of It, Nicer Than Mixture of Egg with Boiled Noodle, During my Schizophrenic Moments I Understood Oil as Something That Spreads Flavour Of A Cooking And It's Good For Flavours. Even if Chilli Tuna is Dry, Putting Abit of Oil, The Flavours Comes Back.

I Don't Know What Will Happen, In The Past I Have Posted Something Like The Previous Posts and Looks Like No Police Report Happens As Everyone Still Lives Normally.

I also Remember My Vision of Kuih Bomb and The Baby Being My Nephew, During My N.S Days I Didn't Know My Nephew's Face! Does it means I'm Abit of Psychic? Doesn't it make me believe in Allah more how Knowing First Can Happen? Means Zikir/Recitations Even if Felt Like Nothing Actually Is Something Due To Knowing Face of My Nephew before he was Borned - Arshan. The Baby Face Changes to Look Like My Father and He Really Became To Look Like Him. I wonder why the waste of time like I have schizophrenia to loss time with my family at the same time.

I Really Want To Earn In Life, But My Body Being Unwell Is Like "Just a Reason" And "A Lazy Person" Instead? Yesterday I Was At Sofa All Day. I Somehow Imagine Documents Of Prints For Police or Report to Prime Minister Instead, I Wonder How It Will Work Out, Then Causing Nobody Reading Me At All Because Of Writing Stuff(Became Busy).

I Am Thinking How My Neighbours Don't Get Anhedonia Too, I Became To Wonder Of The Solution - Currently it's only St. John's Wort in My Mind.

The Spikes Like Still Exist As I Feel The Time Moving Too Slow or I Am Too Fast, I Also Can Feel Them In My Legs As I Move It(Rubbing on Sofa). I Don't Know What Power is The Meth its just Strong and So Long Until Months, I Wonder Why Such Drug Exist.

It's only 9.44A.M And I Feel Like It's Moving Too Slow for My Life, I Think Like I Should Hangout Downstairs To Kill Time Later. I Really Have Nothing To Do Don't Know Why My Body Is Like This Nobody(Family) Helps Me Like Easing Me With Money Too It is Sad Schizophrenic Life Difficulty As Something Imagined As Permanently Long. Do they worry if I will buy Beer?

I don't know why Extra Pain From Difficulty is Added into My Life After Already Having Schizophrenia.