C.C Still Closed

There's no Job for me I feel like Working at Yishun "Hi-Ace" Factory as Production Operator but should I just wait for Jobclub? The job is $1400/mth looks quite stable money.

I checked C.C thinking of Job, then it's still closed, I wonder what Job is available from there.

Like in the end I really will work at Popeyes, that I thought I wouldn't, just because have stories of Meeting (S) that she will bring her niece, before her niece exist in this world this story existed first in M.R.T when I Bump into her. I just hope this time it's not creation of the Small Girl truly mixed my memories up and I don't know which is right, it's like She Tells Wrong Math Formula during a Teaching Moment, something like that the information from her voices. I really hard to think smoothly in my life.

I'm sad how it have to be like this, like should I just work at McDonalds? If Schizophrenia been hard to work anyway, I really maybe sound like blaming her all the time. I've had schizophrenia since Kids days maybe I think? I don't know why my luck to have such sickness that kept losing memory and kept losing strength when working, I really feel like I have no one even if "so many" Psychic want me to be their Son, or even if my family visit me at I.M.H, I'm meant to stay home alot because of sickness like Flu and Arm Injection Pain?

I'm energized again when I think of doctor saying I would go out a lot at night 1 day with Bicycle, I wonder what I would do every night, I'm imagining a Job but like not correct, maybe I work at Popeyes in the afternoon and keep going home at night using Bicycle? Nobody still tells me, the energy for Fishing Rod still fading away because nobody wants to talk about it or everyone just busy with own life to think about. Then I've bought clothes meant for it then still nothing in my life, maybe I would use them for something else?

It's like tempting to work at McDonalds and skip Popeyes, but just (S) as the main point of my decision I think should just wait for Jobclub. I feel rushed from the Small Girl's voice of copying my mother at that time, about the common sense. So deadly I want to stop writing about her, it's like an accident can happen, her creation of statements, like accident to Johor, stupid life. I felt bad for so many years then suddenly wasted my life like that. I think my name appeared on Radio too at that time or it's Schizophrenia hearing voices of my name?

I need a better luck in life - I planned to do delivery jobs then suddenly I'm still doing nothing after buying the Bicycle, maybe Doctor really want me to work at Popeyes? Why can't they just give me the Hacker Job First? There's so many I.M.H Patients that will be there for 1.5Mths Only Then 1 Year is 12 Months Long, for me to Hack and Spy.

I wasted my Job Opportunity at NTUC because of feeling weak from not eating at that time, I wonder what should I do, should I explore factory area for a Job? Like zaman dulu-dulu, hahaha.

What should I Business everytime G.S.T/Assurance Package? To make a business in reselling stuff people can still buy ownself online, I don't know what's my luck like in life I just know it's bad.

I stopped buying newspaper to look for Jobs, because usually nothing kind of Luck, and I never got Jobs from newspaper before. I think I'm just being pushed to be working at "Hi-Ace Packaging" Yishun, but everytime injection will just worry of arm pain or flu. Maybe Doctors just want me to be doing Jobclub all the way because the first time interview is like $90-$200 anyway, then don't know why I think so much maybe because of boredom.