I Saw that I Became Schizophrenic Again On December 7 Last Year.
I Used To Watch Videos Of Factory Then Thought It's A Way To Apply For The Job Or Become Owner of The Factory Hahaha. Schizophrenia is Weird It Makes Weird Thinking In My Mind.
I Applied for Sticker Job Yesterday, It's At Woodlands Then I Don't Know If I Will Get a Response Today.
The Sticker Job Didn't Appear Again Doesn't it Mean It's Nice and Someone Stay So They Didn't Look For Anyone Anymore?
Maybe I Really Have To Just Work At Popeyes 1 Day, As Have Doctor Monitor(I Assume Because It's $90-$200 Payment on First Day Jobclub) It's Easier Like That?
If I Remember (S), It's To Work At Popeye Because Sticker Job I May Get Heartache From The Smallgirl's Voice(Says Psychic at that time in M.R.T), Means Will Hear Back What Caused Break-Up With (A). I Don't Know Why It's Like This, That Both (A) and (W) Let The Flow of Smallgirl Be Successful. I Really Just Want To Be Strong to Work and Earn In Life.
This Year I'm Stronger Even On December 8, As I Take the Medications For 116th Day Outside Ward and +47 = 163 Total Days Of Medication, Just 20 Days To Go To Feel My Half Year Done, Then Recover at 38 Years Old.
I Remember That Hacker Soldier Job Would Be My Main Job 1 Day Earning A lot From It, I Don't Know Why I'm Like a Useless Man Until Now. My Fingers Moves By Itself Sometimes I Think It's Called Catatonia? I would be woken up from sleep from Fingers Movement.
I Think I Still Would Work At Stickers Job, Maybe, But I Remember (S) Telling Me To Work At Popeyes In M.R.T Because of the Heartache Evasion, Then I'm In Need Of Money I Really Feel Like Working Anyway. I Hope Slot for Popeyes Open Up Sooner.
I Think of Cooking Fried Indomie Instant Noodle Now, As Usually My Morning Daily is Like That.
My Life is So Boring I Know I Would Feel Like A Suffering Everyday, I Really Hope Doctors Still Contact My Family and Tells My Situation of Catatonia to Them, It Really Disturb Sleep I Think.
I Just Feel I Should Still Work At Sticker Job If There's Slot. It Sounds Easy Is Why.
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