1st: My Older Brother's Son (Anaqi)
2nd: My 1st Sister's Sons (Areeq, Arshan, Aqmar, Aqasha)
3rd: My 2nd Sister's Daughter (Dina)
Just showing (S) what they look like. They all grown up I didn't even feel their growth because of memory loss and schizophrenia.
It's still like a teleportation of age they suddenly so big already, I hope this 6 months to go when I take medications, I will remember back like a memory rush if it have to be that way as long as I remember.
I'm planning for them to have drone camera if I got a job but maybe they would've been able to afford to buy ownself first, I remember like I will become Wali Allah & Psychic by age of 38, but I don't know if it's just a story of Psychics or my dream of them saying such thing. I remember I would learn to read Arabic from my neighbour after my effort of trying to memorize Iqra myself alone starting on January. My neighbour is a Wali Allah so I feel that he's lucky able to know stuff, but I still don't remember clearly if correct, or it's Psychic that said it? I hope by January I would remember a lot already, the memory rush is really fast.
I just put 1 of their name, their names are all long, special and unique. Maybe 1 Day I really can't remember is how bad I am as an uncle but it's due to Schizophrenia, they've grown up so big but I don't remember 2 of my 1st Sister's Sons name, to be fair I only write 1 of their name.



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