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Showing how my life happiness still no friends to go out with to use my datas, previous month I used 1gb+ of data, I am planning to have money this time and not cigarette, the hotness maybe created earthquake, like cold body, then have hot spike temperature, maybe it caused like a tornado to occur in body - the sudden jerking? I really call a sudden movement as jerking, but in another slang it means "m*sturbation", it's weird and hard to explain, hot wind and cold wind will create a tornado, means a movement happens. Doctors don't talk to me for so long then he maybe not interested in this kind of things, maybe will be angry instead as I got spiked. I'm planning to change injection into medicine-only so maybe I will be warded on 29 Dec(hopefully not), I hope it's just few days if have to be warded, I really think inside ward is stinky smelly life and not healthier, just taking medication is the point I hope I don't have to stay in ward. I remembered how a single life been, losing memory of my family members when I see "Dua for deceased", I just read anyway I hope I remember that Dua and Zikir is believed as "it works" to some people and I wonder why too, why I don't feel anything from it, a nice outcome, a fixation of 38 years old then I recover instead. I feel like it's going to be 2 years suddenly, that I will recover instead of 1, so maybe it's the year that I will be 39 years old, I imagine this. I know I plan to take part-time O Level because of memory loss for so many years, then it's like a stupid man appeared to become smarter is still sad. If I can become a hacker and get my job and master degree, it would still be nicer, like a certificate of my capability as a hacker. I wonder why it have to feel like this - 2 years is long, I truly hope 38 years old then somehow the other year, the medicine is just to maintain the stability of my body. I wonder if (S) remembers me since baby or not, maybe she will get schizophrenia is true as forgotten me(schizophrenia create memory loss), or it also means I'm actually not special isn't it why she tunang with "Iman" at that time, a monkey face if they have child their son will look like a monkey, definitely become a cacat person but even if a Wali Allah, I see myself as I don't fear Wali Allah too, maybe some really are meant to know through becoming a Wali Allah then become a Kafir. Such nice name at first name but Monkey Face. I imagine if a down syndrome can become so artistic, they actually maybe can even take A Levels too, somehow knowing such Monkey Face I don't fear educated people anymore I think. It's weird to respect everyone as businessman's story or quote, but Monkey Face wanted a beautiful girl isn't it bad person already? So far the difference yet they continued until tunang.