Just eat Chicken Chop w/ Tomato Rice anyway..

Despite saving up, my hunger and for my future babies I really care by eating this favourite of mine. I really hope the story of "baby will be sick" will be over, doctor said I ate a lot of it, means it's still a long time to go that I will get married, or at least within 2 years even? I'm still wondering if I will really work at Popeyes, Soldier Job and Iqra then Night Bicycle Life, I wonder which happens first, or it's still months to go then I work at Popeyes? Will I require to be doing cleaning for $6/hr in February? It looks like too boring kind of growth?

I just spend anyway today, hoping life is like story that doctors will support me with money in January. I will really feel like life's harsh in January because only have less than $200 left. I smoke quite fast $13 for 2 days, I think of changing to $13.90 cig. then its 3 days I hope, I really need to save up, I feel like wanting Dishwasher Job anyway, life's too boring daily.

I really feel like sleeping all day daily so the days passes by faster in my life, life is so limited and have to feel difficult in living my life, I wonder how I can feel the fun of fishing 1 day, will doctor really fish with me? How come I don't work at Popeyes then? Will it take a long time for working at Popeyes? It's really like few months before I get a job?

I posted face of (S) just now I remember saving her posing pictures of clothes that she wear, I wonder why she have such fashion photos, I hope she don't become a model anyway hahaha, it's too much exposure. It's a back comb kind of pictures, I didn't look at them for a long time anyway, I kept thinking about her kindergarten days.