My memories

I don't know why I fell in love this much, it's something clear like an answer I've been in love since kindergarten days, it's so long and my family knows I'm 37 but they still did not effort like my relative, it's so long I have been wanting her, then she tunang with a monkey face then I don't know what happened to her, by right she should have children already because the tunang was so long time ago, my hopes definitely crushed, then when I think of she being the potential 2nd top hacker in the world because of me, it's like another hope I will meet her again as to teach her hacking as I'm top hacker in the world. I really don't know how to get her, her picture is the only confirmation of the girl I'm referring to. I don't know why it's so long but she's fine with it.