Maybe too much walking

I walk a lot today and I feel unhealthy from it, the dark vision appears as I walk too much m, I thought walking is healthy I read.

I think this time is the real time that I will smoke my last one, only 3 cig. left, I really don't know how to save money other than quitting cig. the only way. I think it's hard I have to feel like this, maybe it's really because of walking too much.

I really hope it's not fever too, I don't think doctors ever said I will get fever I think it's just a headache, I ask my mother for head massage and she said later after maghrib, it's so long to go, so boring.

I tried to sleep just now but I can't, I think the spike exist around somewhere in this feeling, causing the niceness when I drink cold water it is felt at the center of my head, then calming the pain away.

I guess to endure life like this daily as I don't have anyone in my life.