Thursday, December 25, 2025

Midnight Wake-Up

I'm happy I woke up then went down and luckily saw Roti John Bazaar around, then have another packet inside refrigerator. It's so nice the taste never change for so long, the price maybe expensive now. Jobs nowadays it's like $11/$12 per hour so the price increment doesn't really matter to people that work.

I really have a new problem like typing spelling wrongly, "increment" I will type "increament", it's because of schizophrenia I think it made me like stupid because of creating new vocabularies. I hope it's not too serious as I plan to take O level in 2027. It's already 25 Dec so I think it's really 2027 and not 2026. 2026 will be the start of R.T.S Link and maybe a lot of Johor moments in my life after saving from a stable job hopefully.

I really type a lot about money recently then during my dark vision like a tinted black exist I type like a repetition. Is walking a shortcut to memory loss I wonder like that? Isn't walking actually more healthy by studies?

At this hour I have no idea who will read me, I think of psychics knowing what time I will write then wonder if people are asleep too. I just got lucky just now because have Roti John.

2026 will be a special year because I'm turning 38, it's my maximum limit of age "to have schizophrenia", something I couldn't cope anymore if I did not recover then doctor told me at 17 years old I will recover at 38 years old, surprising coincidence.

Just now I dream I was at a very big bus stop like an interchange and about making ice cream(it got rolled into a flat ice cream), I wonder what it means, I hope I become a psychic to understand dreams, I really want to know what it means. Why did I dream like that tonight is it because I've been wanting to dream? Is auntyflo dream definition really true? The website is really a lot of information, I wonder how the website got a lot of time to write all those. I will search dreams about ice cream I guess.

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