Psychic but injection still

I really lazy to say it but I just go with the flow, like reasons can still be created anyway or using history, but I love this medicine more even if injection, it's the temporary pain been 1 month long why should I not be angry about it, it definitely will disrupt me from able to work smoothly or normally.

Today it's normal, just the 6mth to 7mth's injection, means I'm on medications by right requiring this fluoxetine to maintain it, if not injection it would've been only risperidone and benztropine maybe, my life's luck really within my wishes about injection. The stress of changing from injection is new because last time it wasn't 1 mth of pain, now it's like this, sometimes it's 1 mth of pain. Schizophrenia is definitely a different suffering if take injection.

I'm happy because it's going to be until 7th mth on medication, then another injection towards the 8th mth then see doctor for the 9th mth, it's definitely fast, I truly hope I get a job by March, but just the $6/hr hopefully it's easy and not back pain.

I'm in the bus now writing this, I planned to pass the time by writing then I actually have nothing to write too. Maybe at home I will think of something. I didn't smoke too just now don't know why I feel like vomity so I don't smoke. Doctor still didn't remind me of anything, and it's just a normal visit to doctor, nothing special. I guess doctor really pretended not knowing I won't skip medicine, I don't know for what too.