Monday, January 5, 2026

1st day jobclub done

It was easy I think, I hope it's always easy like this, the next one is on Thursday and same hours, it's 2.5hrs even if said as 3hrs, I'm lucky it's like that, finished earlier and goes home earlier.

Today is Day 144 of medications outside ward and +48 = 192 days on medications. 240 days will be around 2/3 phase done and it's only in 48 days to go, I really hope the recovery comes earlier than 38 years old.
The Simba usage today is a lot but I didn't really do anything it just feels fun to be using what I have in life, 258mb/400gb used in total. I'm really happy about it being this way.

Doctors didn't appear just now so the thinking of RG477V is really unsure, I maybe really have to buy myself in the month of June, hahaha. It's fine anyway I was just hoping my memories matches the story or it could still be a dream but RG477V was told so I don't think it's a dream, it's too unique i.d of game console.

My mother haven't cook yet because she puasa today, I didn't buy chicken chop tomato rice today too, I feel like going to buy mee soto or nasi ayam been few days too, but I think it's okay, I feel like buying roti john steak anyway, yesterday I ordered roti john special but they didn't give me special, there's no cheese inside but have paid $6 and I lazy to tell the shop, I think this happened twice, the only special is mustard, mayonnaise and chilli on top of it. I really don't like if the order feels this way the next time, like I won't buy roti john special anymore because they may mistake about it again.

I only have 7 more times of jobclub to go, then I will start earning money $6/hr or they give me a job at Popeyes, I really hope it's the end. It feels like a repeat today anyway like I ever done this last year, then I didn't successfully finish the Popeyes job, I'm so unlucky I recovering so late, it's because I didn't take medication, I think last year when I went to Jobclub I took a lot of medication than I should just because I feel I cannot do a job and "if medicine so good to just take it", I think. Too bad for me I didn't recover last year, I am not doing such thing again as I think it created my recovery slower. I was really hating how I have to go jobclub for free I think.

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