Today is Day 144 of medications outside ward and +48 = 192 days on medications. 240 days will be around 2/3 phase done and it's only in 48 days to go, I really hope the recovery comes earlier than 38 years old.
The Simba usage today is a lot but I didn't really do anything it just feels fun to be using what I have in life, 258mb/400gb used in total. I'm really happy about it being this way.
Doctors didn't appear just now so the thinking of RG477V is really unsure, I maybe really have to buy myself in the month of June, hahaha. It's fine anyway I was just hoping my memories matches the story or it could still be a dream but RG477V was told so I don't think it's a dream, it's too unique i.d of game console.
My mother haven't cook yet because she puasa today, I didn't buy chicken chop tomato rice today too, I feel like going to buy mee soto or nasi ayam been few days too, but I think it's okay, I feel like buying roti john steak anyway, yesterday I ordered roti john special but they didn't give me special, there's no cheese inside but have paid $6 and I lazy to tell the shop, I think this happened twice, the only special is mustard, mayonnaise and chilli on top of it. I really don't like if the order feels this way the next time, like I won't buy roti john special anymore because they may mistake about it again.
I only have 7 more times of jobclub to go, then I will start earning money $6/hr or they give me a job at Popeyes, I really hope it's the end. It feels like a repeat today anyway like I ever done this last year, then I didn't successfully finish the Popeyes job, I'm so unlucky I recovering so late, it's because I didn't take medication, I think last year when I went to Jobclub I took a lot of medication than I should just because I feel I cannot do a job and "if medicine so good to just take it", I think. Too bad for me I didn't recover last year, I am not doing such thing again as I think it created my recovery slower. I was really hating how I have to go jobclub for free I think.
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