2 more days Jobclub 7/8!

Today is Saturday. My final days of free work is close, I really hope I get money like Hisyammuddin in the past that I suddenly can have an easier life but can only just hope without news, I remember telling doctor if wait for "Allah is on time" is bad as Allah don't talk to us at all, I wonder when it's ending this stress, now I have finished cigs. and have none left I wonder if I can cope for the rest of the days and week as I want to save up.

I'm at Day 163 out of ward on medications and total of 211 days on medication, my Simba data usage is still the same 1.04gb/400gb.

I still wonder why my family making me feel panic as something okay in their thinking, it feels like growing up is becoming closer as I will just keep quiet and survive ownself with the $18/day 1 day. It's 24.1.26, 6 days to 30 then 26.1.26 is my injection, can I really cope and survive with this amount of money left? It really looks easy because if not a smoker it would be easy, family really making me survive my own self as I don't talk to them about money anymore since my last time making a poll if would give me money, then my mother talks about prescription medicine money instead the common sense about giving money, then what about life money my topic that I bring up? They really didn't let me feel ease at heart at all. I wonder why it's like that.