Wow 2 different consoles can play a game together, it's definitely fun, I can't wait to have RG477V then I wonder how to find friends to play together, if I have in contact with Woodlands friends will be fun but I wonder when doctors will help me about it.
I asked the question on Livestream then the streamer gave an example, it's fun like this, like if can buy a console first it is okay because can play together anyway, it's through Wifi, NetPlay or something, I really want the Life feelings in my life, I feel like a dead person.
Just now I bought Fish and Chip and ate all of it downstairs at coffee shop, I feel full and happy about it, I have $0 left C.D.C Voucher and I can't do anything about it, I just planning to use my Supermarket Voucher to replace C.D.C Voucher I have finished for my parents. Hahaha. I hope it's not too suspenseful or panic feelings that lives inside me.
Wonder when's life becoming normal like I will meet gamers like this to play games together, will doctors help me find friends to play games together? Why they don't care that I have nobody in my life? Like they don't contact my old friends again to keep in touch, I wonder why too.
I'm thinking that (S) eats the same as me along with (W) and (A) and 1 more. It's about their "susah senang bersama" pick of life, I don't mind if (W) and (A) been eating more fun food than me because when the "break-up" by small girl happens, I wanted them a nicer life because I have no money anyway then I don't want to use their money or become a pest about money, it's just not me if like that, but to my family I really feeling the urge and temptation to ask for money, it's hard but they are too strict on me I think, nobody talks to my parents it seems, I can't do anything about it too.
I'm glad someone else understands my life, and it's more than 1 person, then I wonder if they don't smoke what do they spend on, or what they save on? They still actually will become having more money than me anyway, I wonder why as Soulmate like it's okay to be in difficulty instead of supporting me more, I wonder why it's fair this way too, as girls having more money than me is something unfair but they rather want a fair feeling instead of me benefiting anything from them. Just because I'm not a guy that don't ask for money doesn't mean I don't want money, hahaha. But too bad I maybe can't communicate with them because will talk about money in the end and I dislike it a lot.
I wonder when is my gaming life moments, like to play games with my nephews, they're all so hardworking in a different way, then Anaqi is good in football, his father(my brother) plans that he becomes a football player. I wonder if that will happen.
I realize all of them named are like mine:
Anaqi, Aqasha, Aqmar Nazmi, Arshan, Nur Dina Firzanah(like first anas), Areeq something
All of their names looks like mine: "Anas Qai" on Facebook. This makes it more believable to doctors that I'm the best brother in the world hahaha.
I remember if my brother's name his son as "Muhammad Safiy Anaqi" then Al-Afiy is Allah's name then Al-Azhim is Allah's name(my brother's name is Azeem), then it means my Son's name will be "Muhammad (Sahabat Nabi's Name) Something" it will be cool. All will become hackers, because my name is name of Sahabat Nabi.
I wonder why my cousin Zulhilmi is not the Best Cousin or Brother or Nephew anyway, he's a nice person with his brother. It's weird like this, like I takeover as the best when they both actually Solat the most I think in family and relatives as guys. Maybe psychic doctors will tell me why 1 day.
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