Today is Day 161 out of ward on medications, total of 209 days on medications.
I'm happy the ending feeling is close, just 1 week to go then hopefully Popeyes hires me at the same time.
I don't know now if it's enough time later for Western Food as I miss a bus just now, I'm planning to eat Fish & Chips.
Inside bus now o.t.w home, I guess I'll write later.
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Now I'm at home I did not buy Western Food got to save the last $5 C.D.C Shop Voucher but still have $150 Supermarket Voucher and I have my own Supermarket Voucher for my family to use. I think it's fair enough I feel like giving them everything, that I use the shop voucher, I hope it would be a peaceful ending.
I'm happy now my Simba data usage is 1.04gb/400gb, haha finally I feel like a normal man, maybe daily is 400mb+ if I have something to do daily, I hope I get the Popeyes job then I wonder how my data usage will become, it will definitely be fun feeling so rich and buying cheap stuff. It's hard nobody talks about money and I'm in secret panic and suffering thinking about it. I hope (S) want to marry me anyway, I feel like she experiencing "susah senang bersama" with me even if work as a Banker, I'm happy for her, after 8/8, all my 3 hours work will earn $18/day then I think she will also get $18/day even if she don't work, wonder why nobody tells me about it, like she eat the same as me everything, it's just a guess from last year, (W) and (A) maybe eating more fun food for 16 years only (S) been eating the same as me, I wonder if true or not but if I have food from Jawa, is it even (W) and (A) received it. I dont mind if they do but my relatives been doing the keep-in-touch secretly without my knowledge.
I'm bored like crazy, but I'm happy it's 4 more days until my next Jobclub, means I have a lot of rest from it.
I will learn my daily Iqra later, I hope I become fluent in reading normal ones then I can read the complicated signs easily 1 day, I'm happy I've becomed a different man like knowing how to read Arabic text, I wonder why doctor ever energized me about the Status I may get in the Muslim World, I really want to become a high status, then it means in Islamic Stories 1 day my name will appear as History especially when Imam Mahdi appear, life becomes Historical? Is it all real? It's like doctor knowing my phone number for now been many years ago?
I really think and feel like my Aunties will be giving me money, even my Uncle, in February, I wonder if it's true or real at all, I really hope I don't experience a life as a poor person, life's really difficult already.
I'm going to rest for now drinking cold water first, and watch TikTok, Facebook or YouTube videos, I plan to watch PS2 Top 50 or 100 then share in Facebook because Anbernic RG477V can play PS2 games, even PS3, means I can really catch-up in life about matter of games, I really hope my relatives help me in giving someone to chat with me even, I really have nobody to talk to and life's really becoming so boring. I really hope someone help me something.
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