I remember I bought this phone at $300+, I feel like selling away my phone for a cheaper phone, like can get money this way, I wonder if I will do it or not. I have no use for phone except wifi and blog anyway, I wonder what I should do, it's hard life like this, wonder how cheap I can get, but then I remembered I have another Nokia phone and it's missing, if not I could've sold the phone for money too, sad life luck when my parents clean room the phone went missing, I wonder what I should do, if not I have more money anyway.
Wonder why my life becoming desperate like this, it's just the worry of having no money, maybe I should just wait and see what happens, my father not giving me money for spectacles anyway I wonder why I thought he knew I broke it, I'm still using a glued spectacle.
It's just 4 more jobclub then I start earning, then it's still hard for me, I really imagine myself as having no money then my family didn't give me money too, then means I have to survive from February until August without money hoping the Assurance Package is given again in August, I have schizophrenia but my family is like this, I wonder why they doing this to me. My life's so hard already with schizophrenia.
My brother keeps asking if I have finished my job training, I really hope it's about giving me money, I really having only $60+ left and it's odd to be so little yet no one talks to my family about money, it's been so many years since I receive money from my parents or family(except my brother), then my sister have changed car many times but I only know her first and current car, my life really suffer from schizophrenia for so long, nobody really helps me about money for so long, I wonder why I became like this like a poor person.
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