It was okay the jobclub, only 2 people doing the cleaning today, me and a female, I did alot of tiring ones in my imagination like wiping doors. It's the same duration so I don't mind like the unfairness.
It's day 147 out of ward on medications then +48 = total of 195 days on medications.
Now in bus my data usage is 299mb/400gb, it will grow more I think.
I think my left eye and amount of money left really created me a moody person.
I think the rest of the day I would be just sitting around or resting around until night time, I hope I don't walk too much today as I will get the dark vision problem, I don't know why doctors regarding it as nothing as don't talk about it at all. I feel it's serious pain and will make life bad experience.
Now I have no ideas on what to write, just that my 2nd jobclub makes only needing to go 6 more times before earning money, it's definitely February the confirmed moment of earning money, then only $6/hr is $18/day at jobclub, now I'm at Sengkang M.R.T, my bus, passing by house of (A), so near yet so far, she's one of my recovery path in life that I don't need medicine and still can be strong in life. But I don't know why doctor don't mind she far away from me.
I think I'm going to stop writing now, it's so boring I am thinking of cig. as a relaxation way then worry of throwing the cig. in a portable ashtray I think I will make 1 later, I think of just buying metal casing sweet and make it portable ashtray.
I need to reach home first anyway, the feeling is like vibration and uneasiness.
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