The ride I thought was $2 to and fro now it's $3.10 to and fro, I used cash, wasted my money. Now I only have $10 cash left.
Means 1 month is not $32. So bad luck I used my $3.10 coin for bus ride home. How did I calculate wrongly, was it I left $29 instead?
My mother don't understand when I ask about money so I don't bother, the Jobclub said March then I will receive money for February, I really have no luck in life about getting a normal life? I don't know why (S) don't help me too, I have nobody to rely on then I think will ask my sister then most probably she will say it's 38 years old then I will get money. Such a bad luck, I thought I would have enough like the Skillfuture credit if didnt use I thought doctor said in M.R.T will be given $500 cash instead? It's so long my life.
It's Day 165 of out of ward on medication then I'm just thinking why the voices exist like kind of comforted me about money then actually I have no money to be given. I'm at total of 213 days on medications, I just upset how I can finish my EZ-link already too soon.
My Simba data usage is 1.87gb/400gb, really used a lot today at jobclub, at least I feel abit of life from jobclub, I'm sad why I hear voices like I will get money then actually I didn't get money? It makes me feel not ready of having no money. Life's so unlucky, I really don't know what's going to happen, my mother maybe not giving me money at all as she said she don't understand and duit doctor is given to me, she just changes topic or pretend don't understand I really got my patience tested.
I don't know what I'm going to do now just living life daily waiting for ez-link money and do jobclub, I really feel like bad luck in life, as the stories just making me happy then actually I get nothing in reality, don't know why my badluck is like this high and bad.
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