Saturday, February 7, 2026

2 more days 3rd day of work!

It's Day 177 out of ward on medications today, and total of 225 days on medications. I have 15 more days until 2/3 phase of 1 year on medications.
My Simba data usage is 3.46gb/400gb still having a lot of data to use and it's 7 February today, it will reset on 15 or 16 February, just 1week+ left.

I feel like I remember it's something like (A) thought she married me then putting herself as Mdm, a schizophrenia symptom of false-memory? I really don't know if it's true or a dream, it feels okay after that. Then (S) ate the same food as me even if goes to dinner and dance, I really don't know if it's a dream or not too.
I really wonder what's happening to my life about girls, if I become a Psychic maybe I can get any girl I want, I really want to become a Psychologist and I hope it's not too late to get (S), what makes her not married or have sex anyway, why didn't she let me know the story of her life?

I think yesterday I didn't learn Iqra but maybe I already have done it at the same time, my memory is like that I kept forgetting if I did something already, it's so boring my life nobody in touch with me still, I wonder what's the delay about why they made me wait for so long after getting a phone. 16 years is like nothing to them nobody really cares about me.

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