2nd day of work at Jobclub done!

It's $36 including today's work, hope to get full $144 in March, will be doing all the jobclub work. I'm having a backpain now but luckily it's 4 days to go until the next Jobclub.

Today is Day 175 out of ward on medications and total of 223 days on medications.

I will write my data usage at next post because I'm inside bus now.

I'm thinking just now if I will get a normal life because of schizophrenia, it's really impossible kind of vision that I will ever get (S), I'm thinking what to do if give up, not caring if doctor said if she fall in love with me on 17 November 2025, it's just weird the memories like that then the voices says it like that then it could be false-information anyway because of the small girl's interruption in every matter of my life. I really can become not knowing anything.

There looks like no hope that I will get RG477V as gift but I will have to buy myself. I think it's the only thing that can make me spend time on something else. Android PSP definitely not fun because the buttons are flat and can miss hitting the button, it's weird kind of fun if play it. Patapon 2 is difficult anyway to play, I really don't know what I should do as my life have nobody to talk anything to me.

Later if enough time maybe I'm buying Chicken Chop with Tomato Rice, need to reach before 12.30p.m so the price will still be $5.90. I feel like saving too but I miss the food, I will think about it later at Woodlands.