Reached home I ate 2 nuggets in a folded slice of bread, then now waiting if the Budget Talk is about G.S.T/Assurance Package or not? I hope it is, I really hoping for ease in life and looking at the girls' life, money is not a problem for them at all. It's harsh do they understand schizophrenia at all that I don't want to become a useless person? Then it became like somehow good if they understand schizophrenia by experiencing it then understanding me straight away, which is what will happen to them, but I pity them for it I really hope I'm around the day they experienced voices. I know doctor ever said I will become a doctor by then in I.M.H, I wonder if doctor is real or not? I really want to become a psychologist/psychiatrist or even a nurse in I.M.H, whichever I can be I want to be. I just want a stable status in life. If all my ex are high achievement it means I will be high achievement too in life, I hope it happens before 41 years old by then I'm not too old, if I will ever get married late which I hope not, and I hope psychic really exist to tell my status in life in future to get married earlier in life. I really need someone to support me and help me be stronger, like being by my side, I really have no one with me in my life for so many years.
I don't know how I can feel better in life, I take medications everyday and hoping for a faster memory to appear but it's not happening, it's really hard its close confirmed 6 months out of ward tomorrow but my family isn't giving me money yet, I think they will give in June later but why is it so late in life? I really hope for the Budget Talk about giving money to Singaporeans again.
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