I had to take medicine late causing tak puasa.
I dreamt alot yesterday it is weird I can forgot my dreams nowadays I wonder what's causing it, I like to write them down but it's like this. Just now I'm bus saw a bunch of kids cabut sekolah I think because his friend woke him up but he didn't go down the bus.
Today I bought Milo at I.M.H while waiting for the door to open.
There's a lot of dry leaves today like a lot of work at garden later, can't do anything but work anyway it's only 3 hours. Happy earning already but even if it's March it's worth it to go as will have money anyway. I'm feeling the stress of work like "just going for money" as the main focus instead of feeling awful so skip work.
Today the shop didn't open again, so I didn't buy Redbull, I think tomorrow shop opens or even next week? Why it's so long anyway? Just life is like this I guess at my area.
Recovery feelings: My energy of work is only money and I consider myself still in a phase of recovery it's definitely long, I wonder when I will get information and attention from doctors when I'm outside, I'm really thinking of having a life without a girl could be possible as (S) not creating anything for me to feel it's possible to be with her. I look like having no chances at all and all I can do is wait for help. At least I feel energetic to work still, it's just 3 more days including today then it will make up for my March salary, definitely fun I will get $144 to save for RG477V, I definitely may have a life in April or May, because will have console already.
Now I'm inside I.M.H waiting for work to start at 8.30a.m, still have 22mins to go, I hope my energy still live on to work, I really feel bad but I just go to work anyway to be a stronger man. I hope I recover faster but there's no way for that to happen except taking scheduled medicines.
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