Dunno Y cant sleep

I exercised alot after waking up at 10+p.m, and drank cold water twice, I think it's already enough to go toilets and tomorrow is Sunday just 1 day left of rest before working again. I search for jobs nowadays a lot require safety shoes, it's really hard to think of work now, I really wonder what jobclub would give me.

I think I will exercise more as my last one then try to sleep, now becoming sleepier again I hope it continues. It's only turning 16 February then 19 February work again, then 23rd February and lastly 26 February the last of this month, just four more working days to go and I get my little $144 Salary in March. Life is so cruel earning so little and to experience endurance it is hard.

It would be funny if the girls going through "susah senang bersama" then they would receive $144 in March too I think, it's definitely like that I think. I really hope everything is smooth for me this month and get to do all the 4 working days left. March is nearing and the pain of little money is ending soon, I'm happy it's ending and getting a job that's at least $1000/mth. I became a poor person instead, not successful enough to get a girl and I'm sad about it.