I ate Maggie just now with Egg and Sardine and I saved money from buying Chicken Chop Tomato Rice, I bought Pineapple Juice and Bandung just now because saved up from buying food. It's weird I don't care that people read me having or living a poor life I just don't care of myself anymore, I also don't care if people know I'm an I.M.H Patient. I remember my scores of 100% means I am still normal somewhere in my mind.
Today in Bus there was a girl behind me keep sniffing her hingus, it's 3 times this happen I sat near someone with hingus it so disgusting, my luck is really bad.
Today one of the Jobclub worker got Nasi Ayam but I don't, it's due to Chinese New Year, haha, I didn't get food home.
I wonder if it's really okay that I love (S), she's like way nicer than me then I'm like this but I hope she cares or love me back 1 day, it's been more than 20 years and I still haven't given up, my heart feels like this and my cure is not around, it's definitely love sick but she's just acting as "too bad" by the way she ignoring me. I wonder what to do I just need to live my life without her maybe is the main thing I have to perform since long time ago. Shes working nicely as soulmates why didn't she take care of me though? It's weird she really have different definition of soulmate too, I thought she knew everything about me even when I'm not around from Psychics? I wonder why its like that like a concrete decision on me and choose to ignore me instead. What does ignoring me means?
My Simba data usage is 3.84gb/400gb now anyway I used it well at work and in bus just now.
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