About to Stabilize

I downloaded Eden Emulator then downloaded Legend of Zelda I needed only 1 Switch game to feel Safe about spending so much money, then the game is now being extracted 31+GB of size.

My dazeyness also at the same time about to become stable and I hope my anhedonia will be gone by May so I can play on my console all the time, it will be a difficult feeling but I think of focusing until my energy makes me can play games again, the recovery is really hard as I have to experience anhedonia because of the medicine.

RG477V battery finishes quite fast, and I'm so bored about it, maybe it's the light that causes it I wonder where to off it but I will try more later, I plan to play Mario Kart with my nephews 1 day then complete games like Contra etc. slowly together because my nephews are like having no life and living like me. Their life is boring but luckily they have each other and nice food, even nice scores in school. I pity if their life is like me always having nothing in life, then even buying console at home may complain about it. It's really worth it I wish im being supported to have it instead.

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I tried Nintendo Switch game but I can't load, I really didn't pass this way of technology, it's really harsh, I'm way behind about life then it's like this instead. I don't know why my relatives or cousins didn't ask about me for 16 years, like if I am already healthy, will I play games again etc. They all living a life already and I'm the only one suffering until now.

The ending into a nicer life is close I really hope it is soon, I really can't take this kind of life anymore where nobody cares I find it meaningless to just earn and get money then spend on it, life is like meaningless nowadays, I wonder what I should do, maybe it is anhedonia making me feel bad, why doctors didn't give me a medicine about it when he is psychic? It's so hard.

I feel like I should've bought Nintendo Switch now instead and the MIG card, but I guess not, I still have PSP games to complete, at least I pass in loading PSP games in my console, I hope someone makes a business to handle RG477V in Singapore, it's really like meaningless, it's like buying an Android with game controllers then it's done, I hope not, there's definitely something good in this, like I saw on videos, means I am the one that don't know how to use this properly, if have a computer I would have spent time on computer reading how to settle this, it's really hard now, only playing PSP games slowly.