Counting down(Am I Schizophrenic?).

Thinking about my future like whatever doctors(multiple) have said, I remember some then mixed with Alysha's voice ruining information, if not it would be like doctor knowing my number 80244202 at 37 years old when I was in B.M.C 17 years old(20 years ago).

It's nice and I'm so happy thinking about it but what sucks is if it's a lie of Alisha interfered with information:

1. I will work maximum amount of work except off days during I.M.H Appointment bringing home $1500+(miss 1 day) in May and it continues like that until the end of the year or 3 months - Become a Nurse at I.M.H Ward 35@ after 3 months working Dishwasher, it's mixture of information the voices I hear.

2. I will score distinction in O level, A level, Psychology Studies

3. I will become a Doctor at 38 years old

4. I will become Doctor(Psychiatrist), Medicine Expert, Nurse, Psychologist, Hacker

5. I will become Wali Allah at 38 years old

6. I will become President of MUIS 1 day and the longest duration as President of MUIS.

7. I will become President of Singapore.

8. I will become Right Hand Man of Imam Mahdi at 44 years old.

9. I will make a fake Mafia at U.S.A recruiting 5,000 People.

10. I will be in U.S.A for my A level, working as a Soldier

11. I will work as a Soldier during my O level - 2027

12. I will earn $33,000/mth as a nurse, doctor, medicine expert and psychologist and $20,000/mth as a hacker.

13. I will do drones business and own a drone company 1 day

14. I will business in Batam portable ashtray to make it clean and green like Singapore and became President of Singapore as my path

15. Psychic doctor will try get me a job at Anbernic as I want to work there

16. I will get Master Degree in Computers just by knowing how to hack as something enough

17. I will be 10th Wali Songo somehow and President of MUIS

It's a lot of achievement by the stories I hope all are doctors' stories and not Alysha's interference. Alysha interference are usually about feeling hopeful to get money then I don't write them down as what I hear the voices said, it's either memory, delusion by Alysha or my thoughts maybe(but it's all voices maybe lies of Alysha in different voice tone)

Voices about Money:

My Mother(I suspect Alysha - $10K), My Aunts(Mak Ni $2000, Bik Minah $1000, Bik Isah $200, Cik Iffah $2000, Mummy More Than $20K) My Uncles(Pak Ngah $15K, Maman Wan $2000), My Nenek($2000), Wahdiah($2000 & $20K), Sakinah($10K), Alysha's Mother($50K - I suspect Alysha also), My 1st Sister($7000 & $10K), R - $5000, Doctors $5000 instead of R + $50 Each 10 Doctors, Epul $2000 And $1000, Naim $5000, My Brother $20K, Ustaz Harunarrashid($50K but I suspect Alysha making Male Voice)

Voices about Life:

My 2nd Sister(To Buy Me A House), My Mother about Father(To Buy Me A House), My Brother(Paying for Car License but it's True), Alysha's Father(Paying for Motorcycle License but could be Alysha's Making a Man Voice), P.M Lawrence Wong(Sports Car, Android Phone and High Level Laptop, C.P.F), S.M Lee Hsien Loong($2M), My Mak Angkat is "Mdm Halimah Yacob and will get money from her 1 day", Cik Intan(Giving Me Nintendo Switch with R4 Card if Solat)

Voices about Plan:

My 1st Sister(Collect All $50/mth from Relatives that works to give me, hahahah)

This is why no wonder I feel light when at that time I was schizophrenic. I thought I would receive a lot of money in less than 1 year of taking medications, now it's clear I only have 3mths+ to become 1 year on medications and only total of $1200 from my brother. That's the best I get so far only my brother support but to count Hari Raya, my Uncle Support $50, My Aunt Support $20, my Nenek Support $4. Wow I'm so happy I hope I will work Dishwasher well.