I wonder why it's like this I have to bear with it the feelings, I forgot to charge my phone yesterday then I woke up thinking it's working day, then I see it's Wednesday how lucky I am another day of rest. It's quickly ending soon anyway, tomorrow is 26th then on 30th is another working day then 1 day of rest on 31st then 1st April I will start working at Tampines at 1.30p.m, I hope the teller or knower of future contact me telling me I will be fine entire April working there, if not I just need to wonder if I will be fine working everyday of work, is it called as anxiety? Or schizophrenic? I really don't know why it's like this.
The number of readers really can jump 20+ each time nowadays, I'm really happy imagining someone will tell my parents to not make me so difficult because I am turning 38 years old already it's a hard life already, my fitness is not easy anymore so give me support instead, I hope it's something like that. The story of Hamidah Bahashwan is not clear if it's about me, I really work at Tampines Dishwasher then earning myself is the money that my family intend that I have? It's really heavy thinking when I will receive support, they really let me live a life without a lover for over 15 years long leaving me schizophrenic and everytime having to take medications "or else enter ward", I really wonder why it's like that the ease is not created for me.
Life is really starting to end, working starts in April and I have to be strong and complete them for my $1600, it's really a big amount of money and something I'm really happy about, I'm hoping even if there's no break time at work, there will be ease moments anyway, but I remember I ever work dishwasher like kendarat then it's continuous work and I'm fine about it, I really think I can do this.
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