I'm starting to feel like it's not worth it writing because I can't get Sakinah's information by anyone's help, people just limit their definition of "help" that I have lived a meaningless solo life without her information ever since the last day I ever met her, that I thought I haven't seen her at all and told her about my love for her.
Today is Saturday and tomorrow is Sunday, I have 2 more days of rest before my working day - My 12th day at work. It is really boring my life earning very little as I have to gain stamina to work normally like other people.
Yesterday I managed to play Mario Kart with computers and I'm happy that I got to play it, I really didn't waste money on RG477V once I install a Nintendo Switch game - at least 1 first. I will download Eden Emulator and play it I really don't know where to get Switch Games at and I have to search for it first I guess.
Today is 7 March and there's only 13 more days of Ramadan and then it's Hari Raya which I will go out only on my first day to Nenek Gemok's house and Tampines, then my Raya walks are done. It really feels like meaningless as I always have nothing to talk about and feel weird when at there, it's really boring my life as I don't know how to connect with people.
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