Today is Tuesday, then it's another off day then it's working day again on Thursday. I'm happy with the enough rest and it's like a leap of life to change from an octave(jobclub) trainee into a working person that's actually happy with the job despite it is "dishwasher", I'm really happy I'm changing to become a better man and liked stories of doctor that I will work all days except on appointment day. My life is really evolving into a working person and it's hard to believe story of doctor as psychic but it's like remembering doctor told me before in B.M.C that my number will be 80244202 and it really happened in 2025 August. I'm really surprised by the power of Psychics, another funny thing is about me becoming Wali Allah at 38 years old said by doctor, I wonder which month of 38 but I'm really happy if I can handle to get my soulmate myself. I wonder what a human having power is like. After writing about Wali Allah, I'm reminded of doctor saying if there's a 10th Wali Songo, I'm the number 10. I wonder what man I am becoming. I'm really happy of doctor's words like I can survive in life without Sakinah, she don't pity that I feel weakened by missing her, despite missing her and became weak, my family didn't support me with money except my brother. During Hari Raya, my Aunt and Uncle give me $20 and $50, then $4 from Nenek Gemok, that's the support I get, I really save up slowly and surviving my life.
I imagine myself Solat yesterday in April then imagine myself only doing Surah Al-Ikhlas during Solat in bathroom just now, I really don't know why but I like to do it that way and it's weird we can grow to like a Surah like how a Singaporean can become loving Singapore(a country), why would people love the country it is weird the story of doctor like matching that I will really become President of Singapore.
I plan to save money in 2026 doing the job for school days in 2027 and 2028, I hope I can do it, my life definitely going to change, I remember about A levels, a prisoner(my Platoon in SCDF) took A level in prison and passed, it feels like it means I can do it too.
Yesterday is Monday, then my Endurance post was quite messy mind, yesterday I can't think well at that time because of the pain behind my left part of head due to resting on Wall. The pain still feel like denyut2 and pain sometimes.
Today my mother cook alot of noodles like it means someone is coming over for Hari Raya.
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